(cookie cutters are meant for cooking or play dough, not me)
I know you’ve all been seeing my post about friends that i’ve lost. Recently. From cancer… I thought by posting it would help me to get thru, heal, maybe cry, and then move on. What I was actually doing was making myself so busy and not letting myself go thru the emotion of it all. I ended up… balling all that emotion… and hiding it away… waaaay… deep deep down… deep down inside my innards… I really don’t recommend doing this. I LOL at it now but recovering from something like this is quite horrible. 😂
Apologizing to each of them, one by one, mostly because I felt sorry that I couldn’t help more. Begging to try what I did. Sharing everything that got me thru. Constant calls or txts or visits even when I already finished all my chemo treatment.Although, As I evaluated the situation, feeling like a Super Hero that couldn’t save the one, I then realized… I DID TRY MY BEST! I did do what I could. I shared my story multiple times. I wrote on my blog and did videos in hopes they might watch it. I DID! And I am going to continue on sharing until the one that sees the value in their own life will reach out to me.
I can only share my story. I cannot make anyone do what they don’t want to do. Wellness is a choice. Making the steps forward, taking action, stopping excuses or reasoning with the “WHY I FORGET” “WHY I CAN’T” or “IT’LL ONLY WORK FOR PATIENCE”… These are all your choices. You make your own decisions.
I challenge you to
- write down your “Whys” or “Reasons” in the comment box and submit it!
- write down your “Needs” or “Wants” in the comment box and submit it!
- let’s REVIEW and see how we can get you where you want to be
There’s always a way. We just have to look harder and be consistent.